Monday, March 30, 2009

Monday morning!

Monday morning! 
My heart is soaring!
After a weekend of touring the northeast's highways and shore trails 
After a night of decent sleep and not so gorey dreams
I want an Xtra large coffee and a stroll around my no name town
A quiet drive to let the wind in and the sun come down
I look at my house which needs serious cleaning!
try not to focus on the small things and just start somewhere! 
Clean! Clean! Like the song says, Clean my house! Clean my van! Monday is fresh. Today the wind is blowing - the sun is in and out - while she is still there, break through and make use of this day.  Make a list of things you have to do - find time to do those things you'd like to do. No need to focus on the pain - no need to allow this day to be the same. "I'm gonna change my old ways  and let in the new." 


My dreams have involved a lot of climbing lately. It's always some strange wall that I can't quite grab onto - it is dirt and mud so my hands go through it. The wall is completely vertical so it's so scary in the dream. This has to mean something! 

I just finished a song called "Clean my house".  This gives new meaning to spring cleaning  :)

Saturday, March 14, 2009

inspiration is a woman

INSPIRATION! Oh how she waits in the wings. just when I think I'm all alone, all of a sudden she knocks me back on my feet****

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BREAK THROUGH ****makes me wanna celebrate, but not too hard because she might just take it away again...hope not. Tonight was an awesome day! Writing new music and developing is a pain-staking and amazingly rewarding process. Hearing a new sound can be such a pinnacle moment. It's like a light shines down and you hear this voice in your ear. I love that second where it strikes! For that instant it's perfection, even though it's never been played by a human and only exists in your mind. rock on. I like to get caught up and lifted out.

had a great talk with my old man today. he's not old at all, actually. He's a drummer, and expressed interest in going back into playing again. It was a special occasion hearing him say that. It's been quite some time since he's been in the secular world hitting the skins.

My dad and I then had a wonderful conversation about music we love, referring to singer/drummer Joe English, Roy Orbison, and Pink Floyd. We talked about Roy Orbison's songwriting, and how musical, colorful and unique his voice was. I am actually in the process of learning 24 Roy Orbison songs for a concert in April, and the drumming on the tracks I received reminds me of my dad. Ronnie Tutt was one of the drummers that played with Orbison, I think, in his later years. Anyways, it started a nice musical conversation with Pops. Hope he finds the right gig for himself.

Gonna do the dishes and listen to music I am rehearsing tomorrow. Great singersongwriter, Sheri Miller. I like doing dishes late at night -- nope! That's a lie. Only when I'm this high, on life of course ;) Brian Killeen is on the bass tomorrow - studio legend and friend. I have been making a little list tonight of things to accomplish tonight, which range from practicing a new song with left-hand piano and drum, to emails,to typing lyrics, to dishes, to push-ups (I'll just wait on those).

I tend to force songwriting at times. I freeze up when I tell myself I have to. I like something I read from Neil Young in an interview on songwriting. It helped me with this, and I realized I agreed with him totally. Neil says, "Stop trying. Let the force be with you. May the force be with you! ..You start to recognize that when you have an idea for a song and you start hearing a melody over and over again with words in your head, that's when you should write the song. If you don't have an idea...you know, go and mow the lawn." Right on! Nice and easy going. i guess it takes someone who can really be patient. Well, need to rock those dishes - sometimes you can work and mow the lawn together. I used to get in trouble for mowing the lawn with my walkman on, because I would always go over rocks and not hear them destroying the blade. Brian Blade. Ronnie Tutt drum solo with Elvis. Youtube it. Goodnight.